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Blue Pajamas

I’m settling into a window seat on a near empty plane when a young woman with a cloth backpack slides into the middle seat next to me. She chooses it over the empty aisle seat.

“You’re the first person I’ve ever met that likes an aisle,” I tell her glancing sideways. She nods and kind of grins.

“What do you like about it?”

Tears well up in her eyes.

“Are you afraid of flying?” I ask.

A woman wearing a low cut knit top and a baggy sweater plops into the aisle seat.

“I feel better with people around me,” she replies, sniffing back more tears.

I pat her shoulder lightly, reach into my carryon and hand her a tissue.

“Thanks,” she says and sighs.

After the drink service, the captain dims the cabin lights. I’m exhausted from days of being on at a writer’s conference. I turn my neck pillow around backward to keep my head from lolling as I snooze.

A blue LCD light beams into my eye lids. I open my eyes, and she’s re-reading an email on her phone. I can’t help but see part of the text: “…Parents in a car crash. In the hospital, in ICU. Dad probably won’t make it through the night. Get here.”

Makes me think of a similar email I received from my sister 15 years ago. My dad died before I could get to the hospital. The last time I saw him was a year prior. He stood in the front doorway wearing light blue pajamas waving goodbye to me.

I hope she gets to spend another father’s day with her dad.

As the plane begins to descend into San Diego, I reach into my bag and give her the whole pack of tissues. She has a long night ahead.